Saturday, 22 November 2014

H & H

For months on end I've had my doubts
Denying every tear
I wish this would be over now,
but I know that I still need you here.

Saturday, 15 November 2014


"Dress up like a sport person.
Mungkin kalau kita keluar dating. Bukan dalam shoping mall.
Kita bersukan or exercise
No make up. No high heels
Tido dalam khemah hutan
Would you?"  demand letter

-Alright, already asking him out to go for camping this CNY. Sleep in the tent in the forest like what he wants this before. But the answer? No? Busy? But you asking me to do all these thing. But when I do it, you refuse to join. Too much excuses. And what is actually you want? Am I stupid? I don't have feeling? Hmm something is wrong somewhere. Too much you keep denying it. Why treating me this way?

Sunday, 2 November 2014


"We want to be a better than this before"

Sorry for putting you in this trouble.
Sorry for making all hassles.
This sorry doesn't mean anything, anymore.
Everything seems awkward either to me or you.
Don't talk, never talk about it anymore.
Found there's a boundaries between us.
But we both never try to figure it out or trying to fix it.
Too much questions, but there's no answer.
Speechless and numb.
Hoping for a better change.
If only possible.
Right on track.
Time to move.

Movember on November